<p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:18px;"><strong><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="">Kanayan Bir Dille Yazdı Bizlere Xu Lizhi, Serdar Taş "Bu yazıyı beni Xu Lizhi’yle tanıştıran arkadaşım Eren Işık’a ithaf ediyorum" dedi.</span></span></strong></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:3.75pt"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:">Xu Lizhi hayata katılmak, yaşamı yudumlamak dururken montaj hattının akar bandının yanı sıra öylece durmaktan, hayatı ıskalamaktan yorgun düştüğü ve ıstırap duyduğu için yaşamla vedalaşmadan canına kıyan nârin ve nadir bir insandı. Onun şiirlerinde kanatlı sözler, şairanelik, fiyakalı mecazlar, özgün imge saplantısıyla zorlayıcı ve yorucu imge teşebbüsleri yok. Uzak Doğu’nun o duru, fazlalıksız, yalın söyleyişini modern zamanlara taşıdı o. Şimdi onu şiirleriyle anmak bizlere düşüyor.</span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:3.75pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Demirden Bir Ay Yuttum</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Demirden bir ay yuttum</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Vida diyorlar ona</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Endüstriyel lağım sularını ve işsizlik formlarını yuttum</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Makinelerin üzerine bükülmüş</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Gençliğimiz ki genç yaşında ölmüş</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Emeği yuttum, yuttum yoksulluğu</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Yaya köprülerini ve bu paslanmış hayatı yuttum</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Artık yutamam daha fazlasını</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Yuttuğum her ne varsa düğümleniyor boğazımda</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Sürüldüm ülkemin bir yakasından bir yakasına</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Bir utanç şiiridir bu</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Onlar bizim dostlarımız. Her ne kadar birbirimizin uza</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ında olsak da, bizler birbirimizin ‘uzaktaki yakınları’yız. Onlar fabrikaların akar bantlarının, montaj hatlarının ba</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ında olabilir; onlar da</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505"> boylarında yabani kekik, orman zemininde mantar toplayabilirler ya da kendi deruni seslerini i</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">itmelerine müsaade edilmeyen bir </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">irketin </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">urasında burasında çalı</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ıyor olabilirler. Ancak onlar bizim kadim dostlarımız! Xu Lizhi'yi, bu "i</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">çi ozanı", emek sürecinin hiçle</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">tiricili</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ini, nesnele</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">tiricili</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ini, hiçkimsele</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">tiricili</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ini, kişiliksizleştiriciliğini yakalayan </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">iirlerin müellifini, ait olmadı</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ı ve olamayaca</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ı bir dünyaya vidalanmı</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş bu</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505"> cânım insanı hürmetle anıyorum.</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">“Bir vida daha gevşedi</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Bir göçmen şair daha atlayıverdi</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Sen ölüyorsun benim yerime</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Ben yazmaktayım senin yerine”</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Zhou Qizao, bu </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">iiri, müntehir </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">air Xu Lizhi'nin aziz hatırasına binaen kaleme almıştı. Xu Lizhi, i</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">çilerin makinelerden daha fazlası oldu</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">una inanıyordu. </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">İş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">çilerin inorganik makineler üreten organik makineler olmadı</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ına inanıyordu. İşçilerin, makinelerin uzantısı birer el ve kemik külçesi olmadığına inanıyordu. Foxconn'un montaj hattında kahrolası bir daire-i fasideden yılgın vaziyette 24'ünde terk-i hayat eyledi. Birçok i</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">çi, fabrika yatakhanesinin penceresinden kendini ölümün asude ülkesinin bağrına bıraktı</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ı için </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">irket yönetimi çözümü pencerelerden a</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505"> germekte bulmu</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">tu. </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Montaj hattında akar bandın yanı sıra kâğıtta dizili sözcükler gibi sıralanmak onuruna dokunduğu için kendini yaşamın ağırlığından ölümün boşluğuna bıraktı Xu Lizhi. Kendi olmadığı bir dünyada, hiç olmamayı daha haysiyetli bulmuştu Xu Lizhi. Yerle yeksan olan, makineler arasında preslenen ve rendelenen, kalıba dökülen bir gençliğin ağıtını seslendiriyordu o.</span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">“Kimseler aldırmayacak</span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Tıpkı geçen seferki gibi</span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">İşte böyle bir gecede</span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Aramızdan biri daha yere devrildiğinde”</span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">“Yazdıklarımı ancak göçmen işçilerin kalpleri anlayabilir.” (Xu Lizhi)</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Xu bir nefeslik ömründe umut ve umutsuzluk sarkacında salınıp durdu. Yeknesaklıktan ve bu “bengi dönüş”ten sıyrılıp yetene</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ini duyurabilmenin ve isimsizliği kırabilmenin yollarını aradı. </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">İ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ki defa fabrika kütüphanesine ve pek sevdi</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">i Shenzhen kitapçısı Youyi'de masa ba</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ı bir i</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505"> müracaatında bulundu. Ancak kapılar sürmeli, pencereler kilitli, e</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ikler çelmeleyiciydi. Yerel bir gazetecinin gelece</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ine dair sorusuna hüsranla ağırlaşmış yüreği ona </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">öylesi bir yanıt verdirmişti: <i>"Hepimiz hayatımızın daha iyi ve daha iyi olaca</i></span></span></span></span></span><i><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span></i><i><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ını umuyoruz, ancak ço</span></span></span></span></span></i><i><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span></i><i><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">umuz kaderimizi kontrol etmiyoruz."</span></span></span></span></span></i></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kandan Bahsediyorum</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kandan bahsediyorum</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Çünkü elimde değil</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Rüzgâr estiğinde çiçekler</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kar yağdığında ay hakkında konuşmak isterim</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">İmparatorluk tarihine ve şaraptaki şiirlere dair konuşmak isterim</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Heyhat gerçekler sadece kandan bahsetmeme izin veriyor</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kibrit kutusu büyüklüğünde kiralık bir odadan </span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Daracık, sıkışık, bütün bir sene güneş görmeyen</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Presliyor çalışan erkekleri ve kadınları</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">...</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Gözlerim açık bütün gece şiir yazabilmek uğruna </span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Maişet belasına tekmil gün koşturduktan sonra</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Sana işte bu insanlardan bahsediyorum ve bizden</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Yaşam bataklığında debelenen karıncalar</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">İş yollarında damlayan kan</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Polislerce kovalanan veya makinelerce parçalanan kan</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">...</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">sussam da, dilim çatlasa da </span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Çağın sessizliğini yırtıp fırlatmak için</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kandan ve ufalanan gökyüzünden bahsetmek için</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kandan bahsediyorum, ağzım kıpkırmızı</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Xu, Jieyang </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ehrinin kenaresindeki köyünü askılı elbisesiyle eskimi</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505"> bir yoldan terk etmi</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ti. Do</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">u Guangdong eyaletinin sakinleri, yüzyıllardır hareket halinde ve Güneydo</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">u Asya'nın ticaret limanlarında i</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505"> bulabilmek hülyasıyla güneye yelken açıyor ya da </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">anslarını Hong Kong'da denemek için sınırı geçiyordu. Xu Lizhi de kendini bu büyük göçten vareste kılamayacaktı. Mütevazı bir arazide pirinç, pırasa ve taro yeti</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">tiren bir ailenin üç o</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">lundan en küçü</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">üydü. En büyük erkek karde</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">i onu, okumayı seven ama kitaplara eri</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">imi sınırlı olan, çiftlik i</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ine uygun olmayan utangaç bir çocuk olarak hatırlıyor. Ne de olsa kasabada kütüphane ya da kitapçı yoktu; ebeveynlerinin de okuryazarlık tarağında bezi yoktu. Xu Lizhi üniversiteye girerek biraz daha parlamayı umuyordu, ancak erkek karde</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">i ve iki arkada</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ına göre ulusal giri</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505"> sınavındaki puanları yetersizdi. Belki de bu durum, ona musallat olan başarısızlıklar manzumesinde etkiliydi.</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">"Gökyüzüne dokunmak istiyorum</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Mavili</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">in o yumu</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">aklı</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ını hissetmek</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Ancak yapamam</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Bu yüzden terk ediyorum dünyayı</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Beni i</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">iten her kim varsa</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Ş</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">a</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ırmamalı terk-i hayat eyleyi</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ime</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">İ</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ç çekmeli ya da yas tutmalısın</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Geldi</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">imde iyiydim, giderken de iyiyim."</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="text-align:justify"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">iir yazmak onun için tutku ile takıntının bir melezleni</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">iydi. </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">iir nefeslendi</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">i mekâydu Xu'nun. Nasıl ki bir ressam tualinin önünde kendini bütün özgürlüksüzlüklerden azade hissediyorsa Xu da defterinin ya da bir sayfanın ba</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ş</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ında öylesine özgür olduğunu duyumsuyordu. Kelimeler onun yegâne hürriyeti, ölü ozanlar derne</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">i, kaçama</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ı, sı</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ına</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ğ</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:115%"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">ıydı. </span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kiralık Oda</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">On metrekarelik bir alan</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Sıkış tepiş, rutubetli ve tekmil yıl güneş ışığı olmaksızın</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Burada yerim ve uyurum</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Burada sıçarım ve düşünürüm</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Burada öksürürüm, burada başım ağrır</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Burada hastalanırım da ölmem</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Donuk bir sarı ışığın altında gözlerim boşlukta öylece bakakalırım</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Bir ahmak gibi kıkır kıkır gülerim</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Volta atarım, usulca şarkılar söylerim, okurum, şiirler yazarım</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Pencereyi ve hasır kapıyı her açtığımda </span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Ölü bir adam misali görünürüm</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Bir tabutun kapağını yavaşça iterek açarım. </span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Xu Lizhi</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align:justify"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Ölümünün ardından bir işçi zümresi, Xu'nun şiirlerini İngilizceye tercüme ederek Bloomberg News ve Washington Post'ta duyurdu. Lizhi’nin şiirlerinden mürekkep yükte hafif, mânâda ağır, incecikten bir edisyon yayımlandı. Foxconn Şirketi, Xu'nun ölümüne dair soruları yanıtlamayı her defasında kaçındı ve kaçamak yanıtlar verdi. Foxconn Tayvan menşeli devasa bir elektronik üreticisi. Bünyesinde takriben 1 milyon 300 bin işçi mevcut. Microsoft, Dell, HB, Sony, Apple ve Intel için üretim yapan bir fabrika kompleksi. Öyle ki işçilerin çekmeceler, ayrı bölmeler halinde barındığı yurtlar ve yatakhaneler de mevcut. Arşın ve arzın, gökyüzünün ve yeryüzünün olmadığı üniteler içinde ömür tüketiyor, sırasını savar gibi, çile doldurur gibi yaşıyor burada işçiler. </span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Demirden bir ay yutmuşsun sen!</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kendi içine kanadın, katlandın, kırıldın. </span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Söyleyemediğin her ne varsa ekşidi, kabardı içinde. </span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">O fabrikalar ki birer gamhane</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Her terhane birer çilehane</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Her kârhane birer kerhane</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Pencereler ki evlerin gözleridir</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">O gözler ki ölüme de açılabilir</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Sen öldün ve bizler eksildik, ufalandık biraz daha</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Biraz daha yaşama şehvetimizi yitirdik</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Ölümün o hiçleştirici kara deliği</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Biraz daha büyüdü seni yutunca</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Nasıl da vicdansızlar baksana</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Daha iyisiyle, daha üretkeniyle, daha çeviğiyle tehdit ediyorlar bizleri</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kudurgan nidâlarla çabukluğu buyuruyorlar</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Kanayan ve ağrıyan bir dille kandan bahsettin bizlere</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Sen de dem vurmak isterdin menevişlenmiş ve mehtapla demlenen sulardan</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Lakin elinde değildi başka türlüsü</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">Onca olmayasıca olandan sonra ne mümkündü!?</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"><span style="background:white"><span style="line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt"><span antiqua="" book="" style="font-family:"><span style="color:#050505">*Metindeki bütün şiirler, tarafımdan Türkçeleştirilmiştir.</span></span></span></span></span></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p> <p style="margin-bottom:.0001pt"></p>